My Pillars Of Strength

November 25, 2009

I'm Stressed Out. But I'm Holding On. I Lost All My Best Mates In A Day.

Yea, Life Have To Go On, But How Much Further Can I Go?

Held My Tears Back Many Times, How Much Longer Can I Really Hold Them Back?

Now,I Can't Speak My Heart Out. I Gotta Think Before I Speak Now.

I Can't Let My Emotions Get In The Way Of My Work. And I Can't Let My Work Get In The Way Of My Emotions.

It Sucks Big Time. Cos' I Miss My Mates Alot. Now, I Keep Telling Myself, " You Can't Let Them Tear You Apart Guc. You Gotta Do This For Yourself, Your Friends And Most Importantly Those Who Put Their Faith In You. "

I Keep Telling Myself That I Am Stronger Than I Think I Am, But Really Am I Strong Enough To Go On Otha 3 More Months?

I Miss Ila Bebeh.

I Miss Eza Bebeh,

I Miss Shahrul Dude.

I Miss Zul ! Nak 30Cents! And His Reply Would Be "Eh 30cents Everyday For 5 Months Can Buy Handphone !"

I Miss Suhaylah."Nak Roti"

I Miss Fadly.

I Miss Derrick. Nak Hug ! :(

I Miss Zan .

I Even Miss Bumping Into Eileen In The Toliet.

First Rohit Left, It Was Okay.Not Much Of A Difference.

But After That , My Pillars Of Strenght Were Out Too?

It Seemed Unfair To Me.

I Even Wonder Why Do I Get Up In The Morning To Rush To Work When I Won't Be Seeing Your Faces Anymore?